I became more liberal, I guess. I've got a liberal idea on relationships. I don't wanna have a boyfriend or girlfriend now, but I like cute things wheatever it is. Sounds strange? I don't know. I don't even know why I'm saying something like this. haha Anyway cute things are good, and being owned sounds boring. Belonging to something is not really attractive. There're always exceptions though. Mmm, what am I trying to say? haha
I've been into Lilly Allen lately. I've listened to her music since years ago, but I wasn't a big fan. Now, she's my angel! haha It's a famous news that she's planning to quit music and going for fashion or something like that instead. She coraborated with Channel and posed for them with new bags. Mmm, cute. :) She's just so cute that I'd like to xoxo her! haha Since I found she got so sexier and cuter, I've been searching her pics on the net just like a nerdy her fan.♥ I basically like girls with brunette and cheeky faces or bitchy faces. haha
I like going for a walk or on a picnic with my friends rather than going Karaoke or Izakaya and talk talk talk..I don't hate it at all, that's fine, but going for a walk or on a picnic makes me feel like "I'm really having a good time." haha Listening to music I like or friends like, eat and drink things we brought, talk in a warm weather, play card, and sometimes have a comfortable silence. Of course only with friends who can take having a silence in a conversation with me. haha I don't like feeling a pressure of need to keep talking. That's awkward. :( Why I'm blogging about this is because a friend of mine asked me for taking a walk with her in school on next Monday! I was so happy when I got the email.♥
I went to cafe and ate a Crème Brûlée today! It was kinda big one like you can see in the pic down here but could eat it easily..cause it's cream. haha I shared it with my moooom. :)
My last paper for a psychology class is going well now, and I think I can finish it tomorrow. Then I'll start studying for exams of Psychology and Philosophy.
I Will Definitely Go Have Fun After The Exams!!!
I'm gonna go shopping anyway. haha and then I'll go see a couple of movies.♥ Awww, I can't wait!!
I know I've got things to do esp studying, but I do not want to do it! I'll read a book on consciousness for a paper tho. BTW! I found a cute pic of Hadouken (w/out James) with their fans on Dan's facebook! So cute, but I'm not attaching it on this blog cause I wanna keep it to myself. lol Speaking of Dan, I just can't take his new hair style. He looks kinda cool now, but I think he looks better with his bangs..just like in this video down here.♥
I like Dan in this video a lot! and also what Nick's doing in a video while they're waiting for James to show up. haha
Awwrr, I want something romantic, fantastic and weird. I forgot the dazzling feeling I had while there was someone I like. I don't need that, but I want it cause the feeling is pretty good and makes me happy. haha
I'm so excited about it! cause I've never been to more than 3 gigs in a year, but I'm gonna go to 4 gigs and events in 4 months from Feb! First, I'm going to see The Horrors on 3rd Feb. AND Feb is my birthday month! meaning, I gotta celebrate it. haha I think it's a good idea to celebrate it with a new way this year!
my idea for now is....
This!
going to Tequila 69 × Tone Flakes vol. 21!! When I found it's on my b-day, I decided to go. haha I'm asking my friend if she can come with me tomorrow. :) I hope she doesn't have any classes on the day! I actually don't really know about the bands that play for the event, but I listened to Baddies, Plasticzooms and A Mad Tea Party on their myspace. I like Plasticzooms and Baddies!! Baddies sound like The Hives. :D Their show must be fun with that music! haha and Plasticzooms are gothic/punk garage band which really is my taste like The Horrors. I can't believe there's a cool Japanese punk band like them. A Mad Tea Party is like an electro punk band, I guess. They're cute anyway.♥ Only Baddies are non Japanese band actually. They're from the UK! my love! haha I'm not sure yet if I really go to the gig, but I do think it'll be fun if I can. :)
and in March, only in a case they're gonna feature good bands, I'm going to a rock event called Ready to Rock. It's on 21st March.♪
AAAAAND! in April, Hadouken is coming and playing at Club Quattro!! There's nothing more I can say about it. haha Just need to go.♥♥♥ I can't wait to see them!! and scream out my love to them. haha
and I also have some plans to go out for eating and drinking with my friends cause some of my (i should say 'our'.) friends just came back from abroad, and also others are going abroad for one year, including me so far! We're gathering to say "welcome back" and "wish your luck for your life abroad". :)
and..I'm going to two record shops in Osaka with my friend before a gathering of two French classes with teachers.♥ I need moneeeeeyy!! haha I know I can have fun without spending much money tho. :)
Lately, I am really hungry for art! I need some exhibitions, movies, books, music, photographs and vintage clothings. I'm planning to go to Osaka and check a couple of record stores for vinyls on a day I'm going see an exhibition. My sensitivity is not happy enough with what I do. I've been discovering what I really want from a heart. for myself. I just need something inspiring that has a strong power to draw me. Ryan McGinley, Tod Seelin, 'Give us this our daily brew' penned by Robert Therrien Jr, No Age, Polaroid, Vinyls, Vintage dresses and shoes and Henry Charles Bukowski. These are what I want or am interested in.
and, I want to go to my favourite cafe Ask A Giraffe and eat a special doughnut reading a book. I don't really know what kind of book I want, but I guess something like romantic and dreamlike.
This is the video I've been watching again and again! I'm not really a big fan of Girls, but I love the feeling of the picture. and this makes me want to get Polaroid soon. haha
My world is too small now. I feel like the frog in the well. haha The frog in the well knows nothing of the great ocean. The difference is that I know there's the great ocean unlike the frog. Which do you think is better? to know the existance of the great ocean and dream of it, or not to know it and believe where you are is the whole world? Who knows the great ocean would think it's pathetic about the frog in the well, but the frog doesn't know if there's another world...or it might imagine what if there is another world. Hmm, difficult. haha
Anyway, I often think that my world is too small and I know nothing about the world yet. When I think like that, I always talk to myself like "This is the time to move on to the next stage, saki." I don't wanna be happy with the state I'm in all the time.
...wanna go see (500)days of summer btw!! I found that it's coming out in Feb somehow. I can see it in Osaka, but I don't like to pay for going to Osaka. haha I really can't wait to see that. :(
okay, there're at least two films I wanna see, or I'm going see in January. (500) days of summer, and The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus. I guess I mentioned that on the first post on this blog tho. :) Today, I just found the exact day that (500) days of summer is coming out!! It's 9th January. I'm just SO happy cause I've been wanting to see it since last summer! it was before the movie came out in America, so I waited like for..6 months! Great. haha I like romantic comedy films that stories go really well with good music. (500) days of summer is the film..I want.♥ The story is apparently not a love story..according to the narration of the trailer down here..
but a story about love. haha Anyway, I'm pretyy sure that I'll like this film and the story will give me 胸キュン. x) I just fell in love with how their (or his?) love starts. It starts with one song of The Smiths. In the elevator, a girl(Summer) says "I like The Smiths". A boy(Tom) who was listening to The Smiths gets surprised at it, and falls in love with her. Tom believes he'll meet the one someday, Summer doesn't believe that. Do you think Summer will fall in love with Tom in the end? I do think so. I mean, I hope so. haha
I really can't wait to see that. If the girl wasn't played by Zooey Deschanel, I probably wouldn't go see the film. She's so pretty. ♥Um, in the end of the trailer above, Tom goes like "Are you thinking I'm Sid Vicious?" and Summer goes "No, I'm Sid." and Tom says "Oh, so I'm Nancy? ". They seem to be having an argument, but it would be amazing if I can have such a conversation using some rock stars' names to express something. :)
I actually don't really have anything to say about The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus except that I like the world Terry Gilliam creates, and also those actoros who play the guy in the film like Heath Ledger and Johnny Depp!
I guess I'm going see (500) days of summer next tuesday.♥
The title sounds similar to one of songs in Primary Colours. The Horrors, I'm gonna see them live in Feb. Can't believe that I can see them in a small place like Club Quattro!
Oh, I forgot to say Happy New Year on this post first. Hope all of you had good starts of 2010. I welcomed it with my parents just like last year. It made me miss my sister, who's passed 2008. Well, even if she was still here, she wouldn't be with us but with her boyfriend or someone though! That's my sister. haha Ahh, I miss her so much. I don't really cry thinking of her these days, but still talk in the air just like I talk to her esp when I screwed up or suddenly got an emptiness in my mind. I somehow think that she'd help me by giving me an advice or something. She and I were really like best friends that could talk about everything. We talked all the time, often had arugues, made silly jokes and laughed so hard til we cry. lol We have some our own jokes that nobody else can understand. haha
Actually, I'm thinking of getting a tattoo that dedicates to her on 25th Feb. 25th February is the aniversary of her death. I think it'll be good for my first tattoo. Mmm, I need to start drawing some designes for the tat. My sister was talented for drawing and painting, so she wouldn't be happy with my designe if she could see that. haha
