Shineful

I'm finally going see (500)days of summer today before a class! I know I've blogged about this before like twice or three times, but I'm so happy about this! Tomorrow would be a rainy day, but with a power that the film gives me, I believe I could go to school with a happy feeling even though the class ends late like 18:10. :) Awww, I cannot wait for it! I've seen many kinds of trailers for the film since last fall so I can guess what kinda story it is...but still! haha When one of my friends asked me what I want for my b-day present, I said it's a soundtrack of (500)days of summer. I don't think the request will change even after the film! cause I'm already into some of the songs on the soundtrack like There is a Light That Never Goes Out by The Smiths, Vagabond by Wolfmother and I don't know what the tittle is or who play it, the song that includes a phrase like 'Boys don't cry'. haha I'm already in a romantic mood!<3

I've been carrying one of my film cameras with me lately. It's a toycamera that you can take pics with unrealistically vivid colour. I really like it. I gotta go develop some films soon. I think I'll go today before heading to the theatre.

Take me out tonight where there's music and there's people, and they are young and alive
driving in your car...♪

Ready?

I'm kinda ready for my first tattoo now. I'm plaInning to go to a tat studio in Osaka soon...Aww! I'm a bit nervous! haha I actually talked about the idea to my mom, and of course she told me that she doesn't want to make me to do it. I knew she'd say so, but I told her that I've been thinking of it for 2 years and I think this is a good time to get one for my sister. It's not like I just want to have it because it looks cool or something. It's been 2 years since my sister has passed away, and I'm 20 now. Also I'm going to study abroad months later, and it's like I'm seriously starting out to make my dream come true. I want her to support me, and want to feel it all the time. Anyway, I'm dedicating it to my sister and her memory. My mom said like "It's tough. I can't yell at you to stop it because the reason is that." Am I a bad daughter? I know you have to live with it and you can't erase it easily, and also I know there're still many people who have bad images to tattoos esp in Japan. I still wanna get it. It's not for showing to people but for me, and of course my sister. I'm not sure if she'd like it, but I hope she would. I think I spent enough time to think about it seriously. This is a big event to me. haha

Hope everything will go well! :)

Thanks A Lot!

Today is (almost "was") my birthday! and I spent a happy happy day even though I had to do things for studying abroad program. I thank to my friends who wished me happy birthday. :) I also thank to my parents! Sorry for making you cry mom! x( I really love you all! hehe I've got some plans, and some of them are untold yet. haha I won't tell what they are til I ask a friend of mine to come with me.♥

woa!

The pics I attached on the last post were banned by photobucket! That's a shame...the pics are not pornography or something but art!! I just want to show the beautiful pics to somebody that reads this. :( I'm not deleting the post anyway. haha

A good boy

I got the new laptop and an old one hasn't been used by me for days now. haha You can't help it cause the new one is really cute and handy! I like the keyboard it's got rather than the old one..sorry. hehe I don't name my machinery generally, but I decided the new one is a boy and also a good boy. Stylish na iiko ne. lol I got some stickers for him today. I was gonna buy a naked girl's sticker but there wasn't any good ones. No girls are enough for him. lol It's gonna be usable in school soon, meaning time is coming for him to be shown! Hope he'll get some compliments...I know I've been a bit strange for the new pc, but he's such a cute boy with a bright body! haha

So, does anybody know an american photographer called Terry Richardson? He basically takes pics of people. His pics are a bit sexual. I found some pics he took a cute couple beautifully. It's Daisy Lowe and Will Blondelle. I just like this couple! esp Daisy. beautiful and cute.<3


My most favourite one.




most sexual one, maybe? These pics are on i-D btw.

It comes again!

I lack stimulus lately. School has started being boring to me again! I've just decided this is the time to change to spend days happier than...ever. I don't like doing routine things. It makes me feel that I'm having a boring life and also I'm such a boring person. haha I know it gives me nothing to think like that, but I tend to feel like so sometimes. I always something new, exciting and worthy. I've got a friend who told me that it gives her the creeps to live routinely like getting on the same train, following the same class schedule every week cause you know where you'll be in next week as far as you live your days following the schedule. If you have a language class as the 1st period on mondays, you'll be in the class next week unless you skip it. I think it's kinda extravagant complaint, but young people like us have a right to feel like that, right? ahaha We never get enough, and can never be completely satisfied.

I believe that I will find a way to change the feeling I'm having right now, and also something that always makes me satisfied. I think it would be connected to music or films though. haha

No chocolate plans. :)

There's a puppy and he looks a bit lonely being alone, but I don't know how to find if he really is lonely or not. I think he wants to go back to his home. He definitely misses his home. I've been treating him kindly from a heart just cause I want to, and I can take him to my home if he wants. I just wanna pat him on the head saying "Don't worry I'm here with you" when he looks at me with that lovely eyes. This would be just my imagination. The cute little puppy would get real soon, leave me and never come back for me. It's changing little by little every day. How sad, if everything is true.

So, I got a new laptop as my 20th b-day present from my parents! It's a really cute and bright one! I fell in love with it. haha I hope it'll be really useful and work very very well for me. :) It's arriving this Saturday! yay! and a vinyl of Grils is also arriving soon. It's today.♥