Last Night

Last night was really a last night to hang out with my good friends since two of us (we went out with four) are leaving Japan soon. That was fun but also sad! I almost started to cry right after I said bye bye to them. :( We went to eat middle east food like Turkish, Indian and Persian and one of my friend and I tried Shisha for the first time! I kinda liked it and will probably try it again. We headed to Rock Rock after that and on our way there, there was a cafe holding a gig. It was kinda too loud for that time cause the cafe opened all doors and windows..and also we were about to miss the last train to go home but who cares! it was a Friday night! I only said "Let it go". haha The band played rockabilly music and they all look good in old school rockabilly style. :) Then finally Rock Rock! It was actually my first time to go there but I had fun except last one and a half hour when I was really sleepy. haha They featured Third Eye Blind and there actually were all members of Third Eye Blind cause the band played in Osaka at Thurday night! Well, I don't know anything about Third Eye Blind, so it was impossible to realize they were them but I thought like they might be in a band when I came into Rock Rock because of their cool appearance. hehe As we lost our last train, we had to stay there til the bar is closed which means 5am. I'd never stayed up all night in that kinda place, but it was a good experience since I could meet many people whatever their nationalities are. AND most important is that I could have fun with my friends. Awww but I'm still sad! I know parting is inevitable but I didn't know that it's tough like this. I don't like saying the typical phrase "Let's keep in touch" because it sounds like we have to make an effort if we really wanna see each other again..I believe that I can see my friends I met here in Japan but live other countires again without trying hard for it. Of course it doesn't mean that I don't wanna try hard for meeting my friends again. haha I just wanna say "See you soon" instead of let's keep in touch. If you really want to meet your good good friends again from a heart, it'll happen naturaly. So, for now, I wanna look ahead for my dream and wish my friends luck for their dreams. I don't like looking back but I had so many good memories with them that I will never forget! I'm just glad to have made friends with them, and I hope to have amazing encounters in England just like ones I had in Japan.

No more crying please! x(

Because it's not you after all.

It's sad to realize that you are not the one I need. The fact that I think I'll be able to addapt my life smoothly without you soon is sad as well. But I at least need something new and exciting to avoid spending much time on thinking of you and what you gave me. I should use my time on myself. Hmm..I wanna go somewhere like a book store where you can stay for hours and leave without buying any books, and go walk after that listening to favourite songs as creating a fantasic story in my head. Not carrying a camera is important. It sometimes disturbs my imagination..if I focus on taking good pictures. Ahhh I need to go somewhere new! and meet new people. Haha, I actually have no idea what I'm saying and what I want. I just feel that my days have been getting bored these days. That's why I've kept saying I need something new. Let's go look around.

because it seems like I'm not that important to you.




in your life, but not in my life.

Goodbyes and Hellos.

I finished all of my finals!! I'm not like super happy since I got a final score for one of classes and it is not better than I thought. :( but anyway, I'm done with the classes except French, Italian and international communication class which finishes in July. Plus, my friends from abroad are leaving Japan VERY soon and it's making me really sad but also making me wanna go forward. Now I wanna go to Leeds to start new school life, and I guess why I want it to happen soon is because I don't want myself to keep being in a sad mood becasue of many goodbyes with my friends. I'm gonna miss them, and might stop keeping in touch slowly with them even though both of us don't want it. There're many goodbyes but hellos at the same time in life. I feel like I reached one of stages in my life! which is..good. haha It's always sad to say goodbye to somebody you like and you want to spend much more time with, but it shouldn't be a bad thing. Even 'the sorrow of parting' influences you in a good way and you might learn something from it and most important is to think what they gave you and how they changed you! Aw, I'm still sad about being apart with my good friends. Hope they'll come back here sometime soon!!

I know you all are gonna miss Japan, my friends!! :P

Ma première poste en française

Je vais ècrire ce blog en français aujourd'hui! quoique mon français est ne pas bien. haha Oh, j'ètais absent dans une classe italienne...encore!! parce que j'ai attrapè froid. :( Ce n'est pas ce mauvais peut-être.

Ahh...j'ai un grand sentiment que je deteste vraiment maintenant. Il est comme individu-dètestè! Je parfois n'aime pas la manière que je pense...c'est parce que je suis enrhumè? Je sais pas!
Il rend moi triste pour voir mon amies qui se laissent facilment influencer per les autres dans le mauvais sens. C'est triste vraiment pour voir..et je le dètestè.

Au fait, j'ai obtenu un appareil-photo de mon grand-pere et maintenant, je ne peux pas attendre pour faire photo avec ça! Je vais acheter une pellicule demain avant un rendez-vous avec mon amie. Avec espoir, je voudrais te montrer mes photos si ils semblent bien.

Dear My Dear

To be honest, I don't need you at all.

I know nothing lasts forever. We might tell each other the phrase that I don't like because of its fragility, and we might end up having distance and own life without each other naturally. I've been imagining my life without you, and it doesn't seem really tough to go through. That sounds sad and pity but remember this is true that you are an important bit of my life and I will miss you all the time. You gave me a lot and influenced me.

merci beaucoup mon cher♥

Oldie...ish.

I bought a vinyl of She&Him last week..finally! I'd been thinking of having it as one of my sweet collection, and I finally did it. Feels good ne. haha I didn't really expect that I would be into their music since their taste is a bit like..country or falk. It seem I was wrong though. I listen to it every single day and it's like my new habit to put the vinyl on my record player after I got up in the morning. It really is good for shineful morning! It makes you wanna swing and sing along with a cap of coffee in your hand. haha Their original songs are really good and lovely but their cover songs are also good such as Smorky Robinson's 'You Really Got A Hold On Me' and The Beatles' 'I Should Have Known Better'.

At the same time I'm listening to such a sweet album with a little bitter taste, I want to have some songs of Alice Cooper since I watched Wayne's World today. haha I didn't know that he was a cool guy like that til I watched the movie! I'm gonna ask around my friends if they have his albums or at least Feed My Frankenstein. :P

Aww I can't believe that my local dvd rental shop doesn't have Rushmore and Donnie Darko!!

Sweet.

There're my favourite moments to find part of lyrics that sound somehow good. It always suddenly happens and whether those lyrics are sad, dark or cruel, that's not a point unless they stay in my mind. I found one today. 'Your heart is like a hand me down.' It's from one of Mystery Jets' songs called Hand Me Down. I don't know why but I think that part represents Mystery Jets! Their songs are like bitter chocolates ne. :)