Je vais ècrire ce blog en français aujourd'hui! quoique mon français est ne pas bien. haha Oh, j'ètais absent dans une classe italienne...encore!! parce que j'ai attrapè froid. :( Ce n'est pas ce mauvais peut-être.
Ahh...j'ai un grand sentiment que je deteste vraiment maintenant. Il est comme individu-dètestè! Je parfois n'aime pas la manière que je pense...c'est parce que je suis enrhumè? Je sais pas! Il rend moi triste pour voir mon amies qui se laissent facilment influencer per les autres dans le mauvais sens. C'est triste vraiment pour voir..et je le dètestè.
Au fait, j'ai obtenu un appareil-photo de mon grand-pere et maintenant, je ne peux pas attendre pour faire photo avec ça! Je vais acheter une pellicule demain avant un rendez-vous avec mon amie. Avec espoir, je voudrais te montrer mes photos si ils semblent bien.
I know nothing lasts forever. We might tell each other the phrase that I don't like because of its fragility, and we might end up having distance and own life without each other naturally. I've been imagining my life without you, and it doesn't seem really tough to go through. That sounds sad and pity but remember this is true that you are an important bit of my life and I will miss you all the time. You gave me a lot and influenced me.
I bought a vinyl of She&Him last week..finally! I'd been thinking of having it as one of my sweet collection, and I finally did it. Feels good ne. haha I didn't really expect that I would be into their music since their taste is a bit like..country or falk. It seem I was wrong though. I listen to it every single day and it's like my new habit to put the vinyl on my record player after I got up in the morning. It really is good for shineful morning! It makes you wanna swing and sing along with a cap of coffee in your hand. haha Their original songs are really good and lovely but their cover songs are also good such as Smorky Robinson's 'You Really Got A Hold On Me' and The Beatles' 'I Should Have Known Better'.
At the same time I'm listening to such a sweet album with a little bitter taste, I want to have some songs of Alice Cooper since I watched Wayne's World today. haha I didn't know that he was a cool guy like that til I watched the movie! I'm gonna ask around my friends if they have his albums or at least Feed My Frankenstein. :P
Aww I can't believe that my local dvd rental shop doesn't have Rushmore and Donnie Darko!!
There're my favourite moments to find part of lyrics that sound somehow good. It always suddenly happens and whether those lyrics are sad, dark or cruel, that's not a point unless they stay in my mind. I found one today. 'Your heart is like a hand me down.' It's from one of Mystery Jets' songs called Hand Me Down. I don't know why but I think that part represents Mystery Jets! Their songs are like bitter chocolates ne. :)
I love to listen to it as I fall asleep. Although it might be categorized to noise music and too loud to listen to when you sleep, it's somehow comfortable to me.
Hm, I want to know more about noise music especially punkish and loud ones..
When my eyes can't keep holding tears anymore, my record player starts to like playing John Lennon. I don't know what it is, but I like listening to him singing "Love is the answer". Somehow I think he is right.
I need to grow up now and be honest and strong to tell the truth, but I'm afraid of all of them.
"Giving up is easy" someone said. It is not easy at all for me.
There is no time for us.
Why can you say "I know that you and me last forever"?
Girls is on my record player and it's singing sweet but bitter lyrics.
How can I see him every day?
Male birds are singing well for female birds and it puts me in a sad mood.
