I've been thinking of my future these days and my head is spinning now. haha I just have no idea what to do. I have a dream and it doesn't know how to change since middle school. I've been having the almost same drem as 5 or 6 years ago. Now, I'm kinda afraid of being a part of the society. It sounds like what losers say. haha I don't know what should I do for my dream. I of course want to do everything I can do to make it come true, but I just have no idea for now. I've been thinking about it. What is the purpose of my life? It's a big question! haha I just wanna have fun? Hmm, not exactly. I just want to live with what I like such as music, films, photograph and...anyway art! I'm really struggling for my dream now. I need a clue or useful advice to make my dream more realistic.
I feel so positive to change my schedule and to avoid doing the same things again and again that puts me in an empty mood. wanna go to the theatre and watch a lovely film about a daydreaming girl's life..sounds like I'm talking about Amelie. haha
